It is better to have loved and lost,then to have ever loved at all.....

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 20:42:48 GMT

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i swear i wont change it anymore!!

i hate this life!

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 23:56:55 GMT

why is this happenign!y is this happening to me!does god hate me or is he just testing me!some of u might not no but i lost my grandpa in june,and last week jason died,and then shannon's uncle,then this girl tiffany larson,dies 2 days ago!!god! she was only 15.life sux fuck all!

sad,yet true!!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 04:41:09 GMT

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today/.....

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 02:58:14 GMT

well my days now only consiste of beauty and the beast.sad,but true.Reher. was fun and we now have an "offical" prop song and dance(yeah to the poeple who cant sing!!AMT sux,j/k luv all of u).and amanda was so proud,we all showed up early!! yeh! it was the happiest seuirze she ever had.anyway,after reher.kacie drove me and joey home,ok kacie i love u,but there is a reason u have only had ur liescene since wed.lol.ok anyways we wer singing(screaming)kelly clakson-breakway in th ecar it was great. then after we droped off joey,we had to talk about ,u no who(he-who-must-not-be-named)and i realized,i am falling for him.agh!!i like him,and i dont want to ,and it sux!!!!!!!!!!i need to go to bed.and never ever listen to the moulon rouge soundtrack again because h.w.m.n.b.n sounds like Ewan McGregger,and i think i am going to go cry now!j/k

*HoLLeR BaCk*
p.s-like my new icon,for u poeple who no this is meant for well at leats it would be meant for him if i still liked him,which i dont.

B&B rehersal!!

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 02:06:17 GMT

ok i had a greta time today!school was ok,but after school was fantastic!kacie and i have a plan for
he-who-must-not-be-named!!i cant really say about it casue i dont want people to no about it yet,but er! god i cant fall for h.w.m.n.b.n(he-who-must-not-be-named)!i must mak him suffer!i cant fall for him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1er......im gunna go watch the election crap.VOTE KEERY AND EDWARDS!!

Haunted Hayride

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 16:18:15 GMT

HAUNED HAYRIDE ROX MY SOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it was really fun. althought elise and justin got nose bleeds and all cut up and my hands got all slit open from the garbage can,it was fun.i kept scareing joey cause u cant see me caus ei have no lights on me.i hung out with chirstina and aly and little. and i got to see my friend heather who i havent seen in like 2 years!!and today i hadf to prop shopping with my props group(amanda,jodi,talia,bobby,and j-izzle)from 7-11 this morning.well we droped off jodia dn talia and then we were going to drop me off but we saw these Bush and Cheney signs hanging froma tree at a park.so we stoped the car and as a joke pulled them down and got int he car and drove offf,not before this blue van tried to take down our lisnece plate(by the way we were driveing amanda's neighbors car)so we tried to lose him and we did for awhile so we stoped at this lady's house and asked her to thoguht them away(she had a kerry edwards sign in her drive way and was having a garage sale which we bought stuff from)then the guy in the blue van stops and took down our plate and when i looked up i saw ERIC BINDER!!!i forgot he was a cop!i have been tring to call the binders for 2 hours now.well i g2g play with my niece.
-adios-

VOTE FOR JOHN KERRY AND JOHN EDWARDS!!

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 12:16:33 GMT

well,nothin is really goin on rite now.umm......er......wingardom leavosa!LoL.well i woke up early today and i am watching POWER RANGERS!!!oh yea!well i g2g get ready for church.adios!

question of the day???

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 21:06:05 GMT

ok i have to write this story for creative writing and my dad didnt like and and theratin to ground me for month if i didnt change it so i ask u is this a HORRID story line:

Princess Sylvia falls in love wiht the servent boy,jonhathan,who is actually her brother and her "fake" brother prince edward had always had feelings for sylvia but the thought it was just brotherly love.Sylvia and johnathan can no longer be in love.Edward trys to confess his love for sylvia,but just has he is about to,the king runs in saying that it is all a mis-hap.Edward kills himself later that night for thinking unpure thoughts toward his sister.Johnathan,who had left the kingdom,was about to web another,when slvia runs in telling him what has happened.In the end,Johnathan ans sylvia marry and become the new king and queen of _____________(i cant hink of a name for the town)

comment me on what think or if u hve a name for the town.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 01:36:15 GMT

kelly,ashley,and me had to work pumkin patch form 6-8.thenat 8:15,jason met up with us at diary queen.
kelly and asley like him so thats a plus. i like him so much i think its unheaithy!anyways,me and jason drove kelly home,then when he was driveing me home he put on the song she will be loved-by maroon 5.she was singing to me it was so cute.this is the song just incase u dont no it:

SHE WILL BE LOVED!

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

P.S- I THINK I GOT STREP THOAT!

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 13:10:30 GMT

im in school.3rd hour. i cant wait until 6th hour. ms.sleah's class!!HoLLeR!!!!!!i don think me and jason r going to work out and that really suxs.i liked him alot,and well,honestly he s just to busy.on weekend he woks at the club,then during the day,barles and nobles,and has school at night. i feel like if i ask him to come see me,i am wasting his tim,anyways,like what shannon siad,what does a 24 year old want with a 15 year old anyways.i makes me really ad tho,caus ei thought i found someone that i love being with oh,and i do love being with him,but he doesnt have time for a g/f rite now.i can tell.i would be ashamed to ask him for his preious time.well i am supposed to be doing something i think i'll go figure it out now.

p.s-jason finally returned my text message its just that he was busy last weekend.

homecomeing......

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 22:38:58 GMT

homecoming was fucking awesome!!!!!!!!11i went with ashley and kelly.i was hanging out with shannon ivan chris ans kitty tho.i nad no idea shannon could dance and damn i was wrong!!oommgg!!!!!!!!i have found look alike of jeremy sumpter! his name is ian! at homecoming he looked just like him,but he has a g/f.damn he is is fucking hot!!!!!!!!but u no what......i got someone better.this guy named jason. he is such a sweet heart and finding nemo will never be the same.i g2g to walgreeenes and egt the pics devopled. bye

last night......

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 14:20:52 GMT

last night was great!!!!!!well actually yesterday.had early realase adn then me sara and sam went to sams house.at like 3 travis came to chill with us at the movie theater by the mall.then atr like 6 we all went back to sams.OMG the scariest thing happende dand i will never do that again!!!i was stoned and an hour later my mom had to pick me up to go shoe shopping and i think that she thinks i was so stoned, i was(am) so scared!!!!anywasys,after thsat came bac to sma;s house chilled here and at 11,guess who came to see me.JASON!!!he stayed here until 5am. i like him so much and now casue of last night i no he likes me for me and not for other reasons. for example:we were kissin and stuff and he said to me,i dont want this to go farther then kissing caus ei want to get to no u better as a person,not as just a sexual fantasy.LoL he is so sweet and i really like him. and u no what.....FUCK AGE!!! it is JUST a number!!!!!!!!!well homecoming is tonight.....im so excited cause after homecoming,(its ashley's birthday today.)(17)i get to see jason, he said to me i better see u tomarrow after homecoming,i want to see how beautiful u look,not that u could look anymore beautiful now.(mind u this is at 4 am,i was so fucking tired)well i g2g take a shower,bye all.!!!!!

HoLLeR BaCK~

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:50:21 GMT

hey all.right now i am to tony's packageing place wiht sam trvis and sara.travis,jason,sara and me r sleeping to sam's tonight.its gunna b GREAT!!

HoLLeR BaCk!!!!!!!!

greatness.......

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 00:55:15 GMT

i went ot sam's house after school today with sara to help wiht the project,we watched jamonji(sp) and jimmy came home ot watch with us and then this guy named jason cameover.jason.....sweet,kind,gentle,just...well to me .......almoset perfect. we like to same muics too,like exact same music!im gunna hang out with him this weekend.;-)one thing......he is 24.i took my mom he is 17,and thats ok,but man he is closier to my siter in age then he is me.but u no what! age is just a #.......right??

p.s- he likes dashboard confessional!!!!
p.p.s- he works at barnes and nobles in boca,and goes to lynn university,and works at a night club in miami called pure.

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 22:24:17 GMT

yesterday-went 2 pumkin patch,my arms hurt.lol
then went to the mall with sara and ed.met new people,like always. there is guy named syco,want to no y that his name,he cut off this guys dick and shoved it down his througt and he went to jail for it.*blinks*hes really nice tho,and then i slept at sara's house, and had a laughing fit.
oh yea,my name is Ruth Nicole Danielle Marie Vitale.LoL
today-went to church and brought sara,stayed for have a service,then went to help the 2 year olds.*so cute*
then came to my house,then went to sam's house to help them witha project.the funniest thing happend!!apperantly i have been to sams hosue before. i was with kelly ashley and dee and we needed alcohol so sams dad bought to for us,and we smokeed in the stair well.! it was like so freakin weird!! anyways,when i got to sams house syco was there and he likes the dolphins and i like the partiots and they beat the dolphins*oh yeah!!*sop we built a city out of garbage and watched the game. we also went ot party city and i picked out my halloween costume!sara,sam and me match,well kinda,similar costumes .sam bought hers and sara and me r *hopefully* going to get them tomarrow when *hopefully* i go to sams house again.

well i g2g play wiht my niece.adios everyone!!

p.p.s-dont let me forget the # 440!

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 19:08:58 GMT

my mom is being such a bitch!!i have missed to assignments in asl and she is like u cant hang out wiht ur frineds tonight,and im supossed to chill iwht smokey and her b/f at the mall tonight!!jordan and natalie called me from battle of the bands(at p.i.s)and said that heath(my ex-b/f) was there!!they wanted me to go and i wanted to go but i ddint want to start drama,i didnt go.im watching hocus pocus rigjht now its a weird movie.

blah.........

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 01:55:38 GMT

evrything is peachy-kine!!i dont really wan to talk about it,lets just say there will be a few friends i have to let go of,they just dont"trust" me.

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 18:21:33 GMT

i no my last enrty was all happy and shit but.........WARNING WARNING........EMO MOMENT.........
i really miss andrew.......

i thought by now the time would take away these lonley tears
i hope you're doin' fine all alone but where do I go from here
cause without you I'm not okay
and without you I've lost my way
my heart's stuck in 2nd place,
without you
well I never thought I'd be lying here without you by my side
it seems unreal to me, that the life you promised was a lie
You made it look so easy, makin' love into memories
I guess you got what you wanted, but what about me

he always told me that he would never hurt me and now look at this....
look at me....
look at us....
i no ya'll cant see me but,im crying right now.

hey ya'll

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 13:14:09 GMT

last night cindy came over and we worked on aproject,suprisingly we had fun,we were painting and talking about boys::hint hint to a sertin boy::and other stuff.well today my sister is moving in to her hosue,evrything got suared out with that whole mess and now she is moving in.suposable sara is goin to "ubduct" me to day and "force" me to hang out with her.right now i am listening to wicked and i just got a definant YES from my parents for my sweet 16. i get to go to new york,saty in a hotal in nyc,and then see a boradway show......WICKED!!!!i cant wait!! i get to bring one friend,but i dont no who to bring!it's going to be in february. i am just so happy to go in the winter,so i also get to go shopping for winter clothes. i have a jacket but its not very flatering,if u no what i mean.when u go see a Broadway show u got to look pretty.:-D i no u guys cant see my face but it was a huge smile one my face right now. i am just happy to be alive right now.well i g2g im gunna go help my sister until sara calls.

hola!

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 17:57:35 GMT

hey everyone. im in 7th hour right now. i love my 6th hour. it is sooooo fun. all we do is talk about JEREMY SUMPTER!!!!!!!!!:-)there is this one guy in my 7th hour tho. he is a rel asshole and reallly is starting to bug me.^_^oh well,hopefully i can get tho this year with ouy killing him,he was also in my 7th hour last year!!!er.........i g2g i have a feeling poeple r reading what i am writing.

p.s-i think i like andrew again..

CLUBHOUSE!!!!

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 00:54:19 GMT

i am so excited! th eguy that plays peter pan(jeremy sumpter) is staring in a new t.v show called clubhouse and it premeirs tonight!!i can't wait,me and kathryn r so excited!!!HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!

This is his website.........www.jeremysumpter.com

go check it out!!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 18:18:22 GMT

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one i see

V is very very extrordinary

E is even more then anyone that you adore

and love is all that i can give to you,
love is more then justa game for two
two in love cant fake it
take my heart and please dont break it
love was made for me and you!!

HoLLeR!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 15:20:59 GMT

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